安全感

刚看了终级三国.认真的想一想貂蟬对自己喜欢的人的条件.
那就是.
安全感.
对. 就是安全感.
我非常认同.
如果有人问我你会喜欢怎样的男生.
我想我会回答 "是一个能够给我安全感的人"

说真的.
我很讨厌一个人的感觉.
我不喜欢安静.
总觉得很没有安全感.
会很害怕.
只要一安静.
我就会想起很多东西.

我曾经告诉一个我最敬佩的人.
最尊敬的人.
他是唯一能够给我安全感的人.
他的存在让我感觉很安全. 很安全.
很遗憾的是.
那个人已经远远离去.
离开这个世界.

或许就像书本里面所写的.
我的潜意识.
曾被人伤害过.
才会造成今天这种奇怪的感觉.


缺乏安全感啊.


过去的记得要让他过去.
不要在留恋.

Woops! SPOT-CHECK !

LMAO. wonder where your liquid had gone? haha. maybe teacher brought home and use it ard larrrh.
yeaa. actually. i really hate this kind of thing. i mean, give some info first marh.

reasons why i hate spot-check :
1. every time after spot-check, my mama sure scold. cos' have to buy liquid again.
2. whenever i need to do hw, i will very pekcek. cos' no liquid. no liquid, no hw!
3. Our duty is to rampas barang larangan brought by students. But then, after rampas ard, sure give those students curse. haihs.what to do ler?
4. Got things hilang sure blame on prefects. What the.
5. Waste time. Indirect rob. haha! jkjk =p
6. Felt bad -sometime larh-
7. etc.

Life without liquid is totally a mess.
Fuuyoh. Like just now. Doing AddMaths without liquid. wrong ard cancel cancel cancel and cancel. sure give teacher scold one lar. so comot. ish!
somemore, why students wana bring handphone to school lerh? i think our school got enough public telephone right?
Just bcos of hp or mag etc, spot-check need to be done. and LIQUID CONFISCATED!

Please. don't ever bring hp la. one hp can contribute for the whole school liquids to be confiscated. ARGH.



oh yeah! support 60 EARTH HOUR!
PLEASEEEEE!
SAVE OUR EARTH. BE THE VOICE OF OUR PLANET. GET INVOLVED AND MAKE DIFFERENCE.

60 EARTH HOUR

Please SAVE THE EARTH. DO YOUR PART.

B A C K .

TRIP is over. Finally, everything settle. haha! Overall, can say success la. Still need to thanks a lot of ppl for their help.

Thanks
Dickson(O.C),
Lewis, Kelvin,(Programmer)
Chia Seng, Joe, Sze Hui(Council Members- supportive one!! XD).
Lu Jing, Joann, Syn In, Pauline, Evelynn, Felicia aka FEI LI XUE, Wei Chi( BUDDY!)
Xiang Yang,(Photographer)
Fiona Liang,(the 3G-er)
All trip members.
THANKS A LOT!!!!

Without u all, this trip will definitely be a mess. LOL! GAMXIAAAA AR~~~~~

A short brief about this trip.

FIRST DAY
Reach Genting Highlands. Left our bag in duno wat place. thn had lunch, thn went to play.
At night, we played a game called Photo Hunt. organised by our programmer, LEWIS & KELVIN. A super hard plus paiseh game. haha!

RULES :
You need to be in pairs of girl and boy
Your partner must be from other school.
Need to back by 1.45 a.m.
You will be given clue/hint.
Look for the words in the WHOLE GENTING. {GOSH!}
Then take a picture of both of you with the word and lastly take a picture with an angmoh and a security guard. {SPEECHLESS! HAAHA}

Okay, the game started. I'm in a group with Dickson. i doono why Genting got so many high escalator la. And i scared of escalator, so i had no choice but to pull his arm. Paiseh betul,haha.
Then the freaking funny thing is when Dickson go ask ppl help us take the pic of Xiao Long Pau. OMG! That ppl expression was like, "eh..xiao long pau? crazy fellows." haha! We ran the whole Genting and my legs super duper pain. haha. at last, have to find Lewis and Kelvin. Both of them really geng. Hard to find them larh.

SKIP ALL THIS FIRST. We finally gather at the main point. First Prize goes to LuJing and Vinlly. huhu~ haha. Second Prize goes to us. thn third goes to Joann's Group. AND THE PRIZE.
TOTALLY SPEECHLESS. Ahaha. run thw whole genting only got lollipop. haha~ kesian lu jing and vinlly. donoo who prepare de hor Mr yeo. haha!

Thn yum cha. thn sleep.

SECOND DAY
To SKS BUS FACTORY. felicia super interested in bus. haha!
Thn to Times Square. HAD BBQ with lu chien. thn shop shop shop shop. hahah~
i bought a Tee same with lj one. "I AM NOT LESBIAN" . hahha! nice quote larhh. everytime i was misunderstood by other ppl. everyone tot i am a les. i m NOT! GRR~ hahaha.
To Nova Hotel. After check-in, went yum cha.
something happen. so i SKIP TO SLEEP LAA~

THIRD DAY
TO PETROSAINS~!hhaaha. funny things happen here. Zheng Sheng and Kelvin catch wrong ppl. LOL! that malay boy gt a lil bit blur. ahha. innocent look~
THN TO MALACCA. TO JULIE'S CRACKER FACTORY. i m in love with Rtn. Bobby's small daughter! haha. she's so cute!!
TO MAHKOTA, THN BACK BATU PAHAT.

well. till here. continue later. haha!

WOAH WOAH YEA YEA

first woah for. GOSH. no hope for BIO
second woah for. GRR. EXTRA CLASSES during holiday
third yea for. EXAM IS OVER!!
fourth yea for. TRIP IS COMING!!

huhu!` finally done with PK1. For BIO. i only can hope for PASS. haha!
others, still can cope.

Vocational Trip 2009!
yeaaaaaaa~ haha.
First, this trip is organised by Mr Yeo aka Dickson and me.
I did not help much larh actually. Just phone here and there.
And problems just keep on coming. Sometimes really very "pekcek"
But what can we do.
Whatever it is, finally the day is reaching. haha!
Hopefully nothing goes wrong and hopefully i can get my McD asap.

P/S: MR YEO, i want my McD. McChicken yea. GAMXIA LU. haha!

Perlantikan Pengawas Tahun 2009

Fuuyoh. the title sounds so segak dan tegak. but, actually, nothing much.
although we have to sacrifice our time standing there listening to speeches which makes us so sleepy, at last. we still get our sijil.

Well, embarassing things happen again. i mean. WHY EVERYTIME LIKE THIS?!!!

argh. thanks to my small memory space. i can't really hafal that ikrar anti dadah larrh.
i swear i did hafal and recite it thousand times(not that much XD) bfore the majlis start. but then, i still can't remember. perhaps too nervous.

the story starts with .
Me : Eve, wait help me take this paper ya. i scare i forgot.
Eve : okay okay. i will help you de la.

Dijemput Saudari bla bla bla bla untuk mengetuai Ikrar Anti Dadah.

Me : 1 , 2 up. Ikrar Anti Dadah. (eyes on paper)
ME : Bahawasanya kami.
Pelajar : Bahawasanya kami.
ME : bla bla bla.
Pelajar: bla bla bla.

At this moment. i forgot ard. so i peep at the paper. and i donno what happen. i'm stuck. i said...
ME : DAN
Pelajar : DAN

what the. this "dan" came too suddenly la. LOL!

DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN DAN! grrrrrr!

whatever it is, hopefully the Prefectorial Board of SMKC 2009 will have a happy ending. haha. PEACE. NO WAR.